A Lie About My Father

Am Ende wünscht John Burnside seinem Vater nur noch den Tod. Er hat für den Mann, der über Jahre die Familie terrorisiert, der lügt und säuft, einzig Hass übrig. Doch er verbirgt seine Gefühle und schweigt. Bis die Begegnung mit einem Fremden ihn zwingt, sich seinen Erinnerungen zu stellen und diese Geschichte von alttestamentarischer Wucht zu erzählen.
Der Vater war ein Nichts. Als Säugling auf einer Türschwelle abgelegt. Zeitlebens erfindet er sich in unzähligen Lügen eine Herkunft, will Anerkennung und Bedeutung. Er ist brutal, ein Großmaul, ein schwerer Trinker, ein Tyrann. Seine Verachtung zerstört alles, die Mutter, die Familie, John. Dieser hat als junger Mann massivste Suchtprobleme, landet in der Psychiatrie und erkennt in den eigenen Exzessen den Vater. Erst die Entdeckung der Welt der Literatur eröffnet ihm eine Perspektive. Nur einem Autor vom Kaliber John Burnsides kann es gelingen, eine solche, auch noch autobiographische Geschichte in Literatur zu überführen. So ist dieses Buch ein radikal wahrer Blick in die menschlichen Abgründe und zugleich eine Feier der Sprache.

Informationen zum Autor John Burnside Klappentext A moving, unforgettable memoir of two lost men: a father and his child. He had his final heart attack in the Silver Band Club in Corby, somewhere between the bar and the cigarette machine. A foundling; a fantasist; a morose, threatening drinker who was quick with his hands, he hadn't seen his son for years. John Burnside's extraordinary story of this failed relationship is a beautifully written evocation of a lost and damaged world of childhood and the constants of his father's world: men defined by the drink they could take and the pain they could stand, men shaped by their guilt and machismo. A Lie About My Father is about forgiving but not forgetting, about examining the way men are made and how they fall apart, about understanding that in order to have a good son you must have a good father. Saltire Scottish Book of the Year and the Scottish Arts Council Non-Fiction Book of the Year. Zusammenfassung Tells the story of a lost and damaged world of childhood and the constants of his father's world: men defined by drink they could take and the pain they could stand, men shaped by their guilt and machismo. This book examines the way men are made and how they fall apart, about understanding in order to have a good son you must have a good father.

Vorwort
A breathtakingly beautiful memoir of childhood, A Lie About My Father was the Saltire Scottish Book of the Year and the Scottish Arts Council Non-Fiction Book of the Year.

Autorentext

John Burnside

Klappentext

A moving, unforgettable memoir of two lost men: a father and his child.

He had his final heart attack in the Silver Band Club in Corby, somewhere between the bar and the cigarette machine. A foundling; a fantasist; a morose, threatening drinker who was quick with his hands, he hadn't seen his son for years. John Burnside's extraordinary story of this failed relationship is a beautifully written evocation of a lost and damaged world of childhood and the constants of his father's world: men defined by the drink they could take and the pain they could stand, men shaped by their guilt and machismo.

A Lie About My Father is about forgiving but not forgetting, about examining the way men are made and how they fall apart, about understanding that in order to have a good son you must have a good father.

Saltire Scottish Book of the Year and the Scottish Arts Council Non-Fiction Book of the Year.