Running Away from the Alpha King

"A Demi God and a werewolf cannot be together, the Moon Goddess was angered to the point she sealed them both forever in a curse. And they reside in both of you."
She's telling me my wolf is a demi God?!
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I was forced to marry my Mate, the Alpha King. But I said hell no!
As a white she-wolf, I, Christal, am also an noble Alpha.
Though it was my destiny to marry him, I had never met him, I felt nothing for him! What's more, I've heard he's an extremely violent tyrant.
That's why, I chose to escape from my Pack! By pretending to be a human being.
However, he found me, captured me, and tried to conquer me.
I thought he was cold-bloody, but he protected me, spoiled me, and even got to know me deeply.
God, what a gentle Alpha King! Gradually, I totally fell in love with him, but when he proposed to me again, I had to reject him.
Because I had a dark dirty secret, that I could never tell him...